my finger tips burn from the skin peeling away. the cracks run deep into my flesh. my head pounds like a poorly written bass line. its hard to brewath, shallow breaths only. the deeper I try to breath the hotter the fire in my chest burns... my blood pressures is up again, the pains and numb flashes are back... my hands shake and when I lay down on my back my legs twitch nearly uncontrolled.
I told the doctors I need help. I told them i can not sleep more then 3-4 hours a day, I told them, about everything above. I told them about the pain, and the sight I have, i think im seeing things. i told them about teh voice. the voice of Meng-Gawg. the things I hear .. I know i can not beleive. I know were the lines are drawn in my sanity . but its all there.. the bleeding, the pain.. the hurtting and the saddness.
I lost my baby girl. recently. i told the doctors this too.. I lost her because of them..
all I want is help. some one to take me seriously.. some one to take a test. or listen to whats in my head. all I want it help. help before I wind up dead.
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