part4 now? part 5 maybe? lol

just a few more old posts to read through, I haven't read this one. .it's short and Il lpost more tonight  or asap ! been busy with trying to find work ..and food..

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9 Feb 2007

fuckin jocks

Current mood:amused

today I almost lost my job.. but I guess its all good.. see there was this fucker.. mothing off , yo know the type.. big ass football jock mouthin bout how people who spend there life writting are useless cause a lot of the time they dont have any other talents and are trying to hide th efact by saying writting is a talent..
I try not to be an angry man.. I try to keep my ears to myself, but when you have a jock mouthing off behind you in the next cube.. its not hard to hear..
I turned around, and said " you know in some instance you may have been right, but as a writer.. heh.. well let me show you what talents we do have."
I reached up around his throat, lifting him off his chair I face planted his bitch ass off the edge of the cube, tossing in a kidney shot that made him piss himself, then flipped his stunfucked body over the middle wall that seperates that row of cubes and landed a swift, heavy shot into his gut, just below his ribs, stealing his breath. I was escorted outta the building and told to take a break as the "stress" of tele-marketting has taking its toll .. I couldn't stop laughing.. I haven't hurt anyone like that in a long time, as those days are behind me.. but fuck .. it felt good.. that son of a bitch is twice my girth in muscle... and at least 6 inches taller than me.. fuck .. if ever I felt like a kid again.. it was today

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28 Jan 2007

Fooled

i dont know what I'm thikning anymore .. I dont know where I'm going.. I feel so old yet my mind feels so childish.. how do I grow up.