Just a word

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Hi, Im writting here for a table top story game amongst friends. Im also posting thoughts and such in my head from time to time, enjoy.. no stealing if you want to use my works shoudl I post anything of interest, please keep my name Ravenlie attatched to it, and an email of intended use. also this also became a dumping ground of bullcrap.. and we use cookies appearantly.. dunno if th enotice works.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Remember me, please

tell me again. Remind me. let me see.

there isn't anyway to explain it. it hurts all teh time. in everythign I do. a constant panic. when I see new faces, the idea of travel, the idea of meeting new people. its all fear now. wasnt always but now all I can see is the death and pain of thousands around me that suffer a fate I can not change for them and it's killing me every day. I want to cry for them, for the ones I hurt I want to stop their pain, its the only way to not hurt anymore.

when I talk to others they are not hurt anymore by my actions. they forgive in a sense. but it hurts because I could not fix what I broke. I shouldn't have in the first place. and now my regrts consume me again..
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